Thursday, January 08, 2009
Firstly, happy bday to Handtelligent! Have a gd day and may everything goes smoothly for u for years to come!! Me & Shopping King celebrated with him yest & its kinda fun, though eventually I went to sit alone @ some staircases (ADM, NTU), enjoying some quiet moments alone. Mayb I'm over sensitive (as Handtelligent always complained), but both of them dun realli chat when I'm arnd? So I guess its gd to leave them 2 alone , if they happened to find me a "communication barrier". Another reason being dat I'm mentally strained cuz I seems to be the only person who's talking most of the time. The more I blah(ed), the more I realized I need to blah cuz the rest is only listenin. Eventually, all my wds became RUBBISH (too many = useless). I dun wanna do this again pls. Realli. N I also noticed we're not COMMUNICATING. There seems to be too many things to hide, like we cant open our hearts to share stuffs. Sighs.Pple chng, but certain things doesnt. Aft all these while, I realized chemistry between certain pple NVR CHNGE, no matter how long they lost contact. Sad to say, I tink my chemistry with certain pple wasnt even there in the 1st place & it was blind not to see it long time ago, while still tryin so hard, hopin the frenship will improve. Becuz of this plain stupidity, I was feeling super lousy.Thus, I decided to LOVE myself more in 2009. So farewell...CHEMISTRY & the sweet memories we used to have together. U all can go developed as much as u can or as far as u can, but rem to treasure each other. Its not easy to be where we r now, at this moment. Gd Luck & Best Wishes. Last but not least, PICTURES!!!
Left : View frm the turfed rooftop of ADM, NTU. Beautiful lights & a perfect place for chit-chatting.
Right : The staircase I was sitting. Nice shadows of the metal railings. I'm glad dat I enjoyed it, alone. At least I wasnt feeling so suffocated.

Left : The staircase leading to the turfed rooftop of ADM. The design is realli nice. *Applause*
Right : Night view of the ADM School, NTU. Full-length glass windows jus makes it elegant & much less scary than other schools.
Left : Bday cake for Handtelligent - TCC's Classic Marble Cake. The density of the cheese is quite high but if u like soft cheesecake, this might not be your choice.
Right : Me & Shopping King shared this - TCC Devil's Chocolate Cake. I dun fancy chocolate so this piece is average. I dun like the softness of this cake, so Handtelligent's Cheesecake suits my taste more.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@1/08/2009 02:23:00 PM
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