對生命的另一種體會 Everythin is more or less settled. Will b gng to collect my Father's ashes & transporting it to 1 of the temples tml. The console now is dat my Father will hav the "company" of my late Grandparents (their tablets are next to each other), as he love crowds.

The past 5 days has extremely torturing for my family. Ever since his body was fetched out frm the mortuary, we cld no longer had the chance to touch his hands or fondle his face. Looking at him lying inside the coffin wif a peaceful look like he's sound aslp, my heart realli hurts more than anythin I tot I can handle. However, I must say the make-up wasnt dat well-done to the extent I was alittle afraid to look at my Father's face. But as the cremation day draw closer, I realized dat was my Father & not any Tom or Jerry. Sighs.

The toughest of all is not only watching the coffin being slowly pushed into the cremator, but to actually see with my own eyes the heartbeat of my father's slowly dropped to Zero. For those who have not lost a loved one, you will nvr uds this feeling.

I want & wish very much for him to live. But I think its just too tough to carry on, thus Papa decided to give up in the end. Its so cruel. 1 part of me doesnt wan to see him suffering anymore, but 1 part of me realli hopes he fight on. So wad can we do?

"對抗病魔的, 不止是病人自己, 還有他身邊許多許多愛他的人. " 再見了老爸...我永遠愛你.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@2/12/2008 06:29:00 PM