Down on Luck Had been down on luck recently, be it personal life or work or health. 1st, I was crowned as a "gossiper" last wk by some HIGHLY-EDUCATED + IMMATURE (to be in her current position) woman. 2nd, ear infection which till now I still felt my ears r slightly blocked. 3rd, my core jobs in hands r slowly being shifted into the hands of another temp staff, whom is being held in high regards (but he work + walk all so slow!!) now. Wonder how unlucky I can be man. Phew...

Went out dinner @ Sakura with a few of my colleagues jus now. Surprisingly, I stopped aft a short while, compared to how I used to gobble up plates & plates of food last time. My appetite has realli shrunk. For the past 2 wks, I only survived on 2 meals per day so dinner is either a tiny portion or NIL. Somehow, I must thank Mr XXX for unconciously given me the motivation to be on the right track, cuz he had lost 6 inches in dunno how many wks (or even mths). N my dear fren STan has also reduced in size, which made her looked much more CHIO than ever. Haha. Hope the FORCE will always be with us!!

Am already back on talking terms with Mr XXX. Its kinda shocking dat I actually shared stuffs with him, which I seldom in the past. But somehow, I was taken back by the sentence "...wads so weird abt gd frens talking?" Yes. Its the word "gd frens" dat made me freak out completely. Previously, there's this person who mentioned smthg similar but it ended up realli bad & ugly. Of cuz, no one knows wad happens next so I'm jus curious wad the outcome will be. Will it be another disappointment again?? Or I can be lucky enuff to find a gd fren/gd frenship in Mr XXX? Ha. Lets hope for the best but also prepare for the worst. N jus last wk, I think I've screwed up the frenship with a female fren (again). Haha. I tot I wld feel sad or 捨不得 but when I slowly tot abt it, we aint dat close as we think we are. So jus be it.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@11/07/2007 10:21:00 PM