Was I too "extra"? Had long chats with HY these 2 nites. Surprisingly aft our "cold war" few mths back, we're more than on talking terms with each other. We simply shared all sorts of stuffs - r/s, frens, work blah blah blah. Used to not able to accept who she is & her straightforwardness, but somehow aft all this while, I've learnt to look @ it in a diff angle. Thank God I got this fren back.

HY & Daddy had been suggesting a weird idea abt me & the male fren who's out of infatuation recently. Ha. Frankly speaking, I do like this fren but its more of frenship than anything else. Of cuz, 感情 is not calculated by % but wad I wanna to say is we doesnt have the CHEMISTRY. If I was realli given a chance, it shld hav happened b4 the incident and not now, isnt it?

Based on HY's assumption dat I'm over-concern abt this male fren, all I cld explain is I care for my frens (guys especially) whoever is gng thru' all dat cuz its not easy. Females r not always the biggest victim of love. However, aft all these days, I think the care & concern frm me to him was kinda "extra". He's a strong, independent & smart person as we already knew, thus he prefers to solve his own probs. I wanna to care & is willing to lend a listening ear but dat person may not need or want all these. The Art of Caring is indeed not an easy topic.

And so, I've stopped bugging him but I wld still like to apologize to this male fren of mine. Hey, if u're reading this, I'M SORRY. Guess everytime I asked how u're feeling, it sorts of raked up the past & bRought u pain/sadness again. Instead of wanting to help to make u feel better, seems like I made it worst. Hope u'll not find me a nuisance. Take Care & hope to see the old u soon.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@10/21/2007 10:02:00 AM