Losing heart... Went out makan with 2 frens yesterday aft my game, despite the heavy rain which somehow got us wet alittle. The dinner + company was a THUMBS UP, though its a last min decision. Had tons of laughters & jokes during the journey & was shocked to hear my frens said they tot I was = Lesbian. Haha.

Very few knew this, but when I was in my early twenties, I think i do hav Lesbian傾向; biggest reason being I've failed too many times in the affairs of the heart, thus losing confidence with men along the way. If I'm not wrong, I even had a girlfren back then!! Wow. Wonder how my parents will react if they knew abt this. *giggles* Well, I do like GUYS now, but life's just bloody unpredictable la. Who knows? One day a gal may jus came along & I immediately fell in love with her? Haha. N like wad my Ah Ma Choo had complimented me this afternoon for being caring & considerate, if I'm realli a Lesbian, I'm definitely good one. Believe me. *winK*

Heard some disheartening stories, or shld I say, FACTS during the meal & journey back home (more private sharing with the pretty driver). Its unbelieveable dat certain people will do all those hurtful gestures in order to get loved by someone else. No wonder there's a saying : LOVE IS SELFISH. But to me, its more than dat : LOVE IS DESPICABLE.

So frm this very moment, I'm ignoring some pple. Sry Folks, but I cant get along with you. The behaviour & mentality of you makes me cant trust u anymore. In fact, I was more afraid of becoming pple like you rather than afraid of being harm. Please dun cross my path & agitated me in wadever ways or so, cuz by then, Sry again, as I will not give anyone of you any face. ^^
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@10/17/2007 09:40:00 PM