Friday, October 26, 2007
Caring Doesnt Mean Love
Was down with MC for 2 days with Ear Infection + Slight Fever + Cough + Running Nose. Sounds like some "四大天王" thingy. The eardrops prescribed is working very slowly but wad to do? 30 bucks (the normal clinic I went) compared to 50+ bucks(my ear doc). There must b a reason somehow. Haha.
Received a sms arnd 04:15am frm Sharon, asking if I'm feeling beta. So sweet of her. Hope to see her & the others real soon, especially Daddy & Mama Choo. Realli miss them!!! =)
Recently hav been receiving similiar comments abt (1) me & XXX being very compatible & (2) I like XXX. No matter how I explained, they still believe wad they think. N they made it sounds like I like XXX but doesnt know it myself. Where's the bloody hell logic???
If Concern = Luv, does dat mean I had feelings for every man I care abt? I do appreciate their kindness but our family & education background is jus too different. Its not dat XXX is no gd. The fact is he's a very smart & capable person and I admire his abilities alot. However the truth is, I always felt very stressed being frens with him. So 試問, 我怎會對一個連當朋友都覺得會有壓力的男生產生其他的感情???
This entry is not a blaming session, cuz its neither XXX's fault, nor its mine. Instead, we're very lucky to hav a bunch of kind-hearted frens who care abt us. Everyone knew XXX's 眼光 is very high so the reality is
我不會去高攀, 也沒想過要高攀. Its not like wad Sharon said - "U 2 hav many similar pts & both r gd pple" so we ought to be together. To me, its more of 感情是不能勉強的. So pple, spare me.
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@10/26/2007 11:26:00 AM
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