Emotionally unbalance again... According to those arnd me, I wasnt myself today, cuz I was extremely quiet. God-Daddy was worried & asked many times y I looked so restless. Even said he'll help me to 出頭 (reason out). Very sweet of him. Normally if I had any probs, he's always the 1st person whom I'll talk to cuz had promised not to hide things frm him. Cant deceive him anyway as he knew me so well. But today, I realli cant. Aft our conversation, I finally broke down. Dats the reason y I cant bring myself to tell him how I felt. Argh.

Yes, I know God-daddy doesnt blame me at all. Instead, he was grateful for wad had happened because he got to know dat there's so many pple whos cares abt him. But I cant forgive my mistake for being the person who caused him so much trouble again. Though he had said a few times I shldnt reproach any further & he meant it becuz frm the start of the incident till now, he had neither pinpoint me or mentioned my name to those who's curious abt how the issue sparked off. Sighs...Beginning to get sick of being a cry baby. Din know crying can b so tiring de :(
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@8/10/2007 07:32:00 PM