Tml will be the 1st Thurs after Buddy enlisted for NS. Miss him Lots! Haha. Finally had my Tuesday Badminton Session again! Though I was being pin-poinT for certain "weirdO" strOkes & it doesnt feeL comForTabLe to have ppLe teLLing dat at ur face, buT the more you learnt abt your mistake, the lesSeR u'll repeat them.

Had a gaMe against Daddy & another badMinTon kHaki. Lost of the game was not hard to accept as I was mentally prepared for it. The pressure that almost suffocated me, however, was the most difficult to bear, reason being that cuz the opponent = my God-DaddY. *siGhs*

Known each other for more than 5 yrs, Daddy nvr expect me to prove anything to him. It was me, who deep down, have treated him like 1/2 a real Father & wish to make him feel proud of me. But the more I tried, the more disaPPointment I felt towards myself. This depreSsion is out kiLLing me frm time to time and the worst thing is I dunnO how to coPe with it, neither can I sHaRe it with Daddy. HaiZzzz..
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@9/14/2006 09:40:00 PM