Had Jap Curry Rice with Buddy yesterday. Our 1st meet up ever since he went travellling 3 mths aGo. Not much of changes except dat he has extremely LONG HAIR (back) now. Its always during these times dat I can really let go of all tension & be myself.

Found another fren recently whom I'm rather at ease with. Ought to feel glad cuz such chances r rare. However, guess I'm too all out & giving more than the other party could receive. Trying hard doesnt mean trying right - Finally hav to bow to this fact. Thus, I decided to give up. All those impatience...over-expectations of myself & the other party..the more-I-give-the-more-I-feel-empty feelings as well..

I'm willing to give myself 1 more chance. How abt u? =)
You've got the poison, I've got the remedy@6/13/2006 08:03:00 AM